...i feel you...

I feel you - your sun it shines
I feel you - within my mind
You take me there
You take me where the kingdom comes
You take me to and lead me through Babylon

This is the morning of our love
It's just the dawning of our love

I feel you - your heart it sings
I feel you - the joy it brings
Where heaven waits, those golden gates
And back again
You take me to and lead me through oblivion

This is the morning of our love
It's just the dawning of our love


I feel you - your precious soul
And I am whole
I feel you - your rising sun
My kingdom comes

I feel you - each move you make
I feel you - each breath you take
Where angels sing and spread their wings
My love's on high
You take me home to glory's throne
By and by

This is the morning of our love
It's just the dawning of our love
This is the morning of our love
It's just the dawning of our love

love ridden

love ridden I've looked at you
with the focus I gave to my birthday candles
i've wished on the lidded blue flames
under your brow
and baby I wished for you

nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
and I wanna crawl in with you
but I cry instead
I want your warm
but it will only make me colder when it's over
so I can't tonight, baby

no, not "baby" anymore, if I need you
i'll just use your simple name
only kisses on the cheek from now on
and in a little while, we'll only have to wave

my hand won't hold you down no more
the path is clear to follow through
i stood too long in the way of the door
and now I'm giving up on you

no, not "baby" anymore, if I need you
i'll just use your simple name
only kisses on the cheek from now on
and in a little while, we'll only have to wave

sunny sundays

here i sit, tired after a long day play around the city in the beautiful december sun. i walked the tracks from porter to boston...looking at painted walls i used to know.
i'm tired of this place but for some reason today i felt a sence of hope. a hope that there is not much more time i will actually be spending in these streets that i have known as home for the past 6 years.
yesterday i spent 5 hours writing my thoughts to an unknown panel of professors and academics on reasons why i am perfect for their schools. i dont know where i want to be...both cities so tempting for very different reasons.
i have hope though...
maybe the dreams i have never dreamed of will come true...